Understanding “Both And” Activism and Finding your Place in it

Due to a blog hiatus, and my own life craziness, this blog was supposed to have been publish in March.  My deep apologies to the always froggy and totally on point Janjay.  The content is so on point with current events happening in Baltimore, MD, and indeed all over the US right now, that I hope it’s long awaited publication will be able to help us to continue to consider these important issues.


The death of Michael Brown and Eric Garner, both black men whose lives were claimed by white police officers, sparked a national social movement to bring attention to the ever pervasive problem of racism in America that is currently nurtured by systemic policies. The movement which became popular due to the power of social media lay bare before us the shared, yet tragic narrative of black people in America; that the presumption of danger projected on them out of fear is probable cause to kill them. This gave way to the creation of  hashtags such as #BlackLivesMatter, #ICan’tBreathe and #HandsUpDon’tShoot, which turned into protest chants, fueled demonstrations such as die-ins, and ultimately set the stage for necessary conversations about race in cities across america.

Irrespective of the consciousness that these acts have raised, many continue to question the direction and validity of the movement under claims that, “protests do nothing but disrupt people’s routines and disturb the peace without creating any change.”  Other critiques have given way to the conclusion that the multiple non- indictments of killer cops have caused a paralysis among young black protesters and organizers who have accepted the status quo. Furthermore, the attempt of these sweeping conclusions is to portray black people as overly emotional to the point that they cannot be rational and come up with a strategic means to the end seek.  So that these assumptions that, “the fight for racial justice is over,” do not prevail, it is essential to clarify how public demonstrations such as vigils, protests, and die- ins fit into the larger movement for racial justice.

Along with it being our first amendment right to freely assemble, protests are effective for the sake of publicly expressing disapproval and objection to what is unjust.  More importantly, protests are a firm and emphatic declaration that calls the oppressors to make right the grievances of those hurt by unjust laws and policies. Being that American individualism has rendered many incapable of acknowledging the humanity of their neighbor,  protests are an instantaneous way to be seen, heard and bring to light the absurdity of demanding all the things are inherently ours by nature of being human–dignity, respect, access to opportunities to thrive. Our emotions are a significant and meaningful part of it as they convict the complacent, but we are fully aware that strategy is necessary to indict the guilty and prevent their further detrimental actions.

It is in this spirit that young people of color all over the country are organizing.  For this reason young black organizers all over the country have made a list of demands that they will not let go of. They are demanding that public officials be in conversation with them and see to it that these demands come to fruition. For organizations like Hands Up United, borne of Ferguson, MO, it’s both demanding a federal and local investigation on police brutality and  promoting Science Technology Engineering Math (STEM) literacy for young people in their communities  who otherwise won’t have access to it.  In my current community, it’s both creative protest that infuses poetry, dance, song to get young people to tell their everyday stories of racial disparities and voter education. This movement has also opened up conversations about better ways to do intersectional work as black women and LGBTQ people’s stories of oppression are often lost in the struggle for black men’s liberation. These conversations have given life to networks of mentor-ship for black girls and hashtags such as #BlackTransLivesMatter which aims to get all of the missing voices and faces to the table and provide them all with the safety net they need to fully thrive. With the fight for racial justice being a 400 plus years old fight, we’d be remiss to not acknowledge that there are leaders of the past who see clear parallels between yesterday and today’s struggle, and are willing to mentor young people who are on the front lines of organizing today.  The media’s inability to go beyond the sensationalism and see the “both and” element to this movement is disappointing. When we fail to imagine our world, its people and their realities more complexly, we dwell on dualism, understanding the world by compartmentalizing it into two opposed or contrasted aspects.

With the fight for racial justice being a 400 plus years old fight, we’d be remiss to not acknowledge that there are leaders of the past who see clear parallels between yesterday and today’s struggle and are willing to mentor young people who are front lines of organizing today.  The media’s inability to go beyond the sensationalism and see the “both and” element to this movement is disappointing. When we fail to imagine our world, its people and their realities more complexly, we dwell on dualism, understanding the world by compartmentalizing it into two opposed or contrasted aspects.

Just like the kin-dom of God is both at hand and in a time to come, just as the body and soul are not separate entities, but intertwined, we can both proclaim with a loud voice in the streets that black lives matter while registering people to vote for people who have their interests at heart.  We can both advocate for policy change and have a candlelight vigil to honor the slain. We can both partake in die-ins that make people face the reality that every 28 hours a black person is shot by the police and work to build an accountable police force that knows their community it polices. We are activists for the causes that matter to us because we believe equality and justice is for all. If you believe in this promised end, bring your gifts and find your place in the movement.


Janjay InnisJanjay Innis.jpg
Tacoma Community House, Tacoma, WA
US-2, Class 2013
Advance # 3021836

Christmas in Bethlehem

Christmas in Bethlehem. It’s probably a dream of many. When I speak of my Christmas plans, the very fact that it will be spent in Bethlehem is met with expressed envy.

Yet, so many aspects of Christmas in Bethlehem are bemusing in that they are so far removed from images of a Bethlehem Christmas. This year was my second Christmas in Bethlehem and with the giant inflatable Santas and snowmen everywhere, it still made me chuckle and shake my head. The people dressed as skinny Santas with terrifying aggressively Caucasian Santa masks on still unnerved me.

IMG_2021My congregational Christmas Party at Christmas Lutheran Church in Bethlehem included a fancy meal and dancing to Arab pop music, and a few favorites from around the world, including Gangnam Style. On Christmas Eve, Manger Square, outside of the Church of the Nativity, is filled with people dressed up as cartoon characters, vendors selling Santa masks and Dora the Explorer balloons. Everyone is waiting for the parade of scout troops all playing the bag pipes.

And Christmas certainly does not stop on the 26th. In Bethlehem, the celebration continues for weeks. Orthodox Christmas is celebrated on January 6 and 7th and we celebrate again on January 17 and 18 for Armenian Christmas. Every night there are performances and celebrations on Manger Square. On Orthodox Christmas Eve, I went to the Nativity to witness hundreds of East African Christians celebrating the Holy Night with dancing and drumming.

So many things have changed since that first Christmas in Bethlehem, but the Christmas story also highlights some of the ways that, in fact, nothing has changed in this land. Bethlehem and its inhabitants are still ruled by a foreign force dictating their lives and face daily injustices and oppression.

Life under occupation has, in many ways, illuminated the Christmas story for me. Every element of the Christmas narrative must be understood in the context of empire. Mary and Joseph were forced to travel to Bethlehem under decree from the emperor to participate in a census and taxes. The average individual lived in poverty in the rural areas while Rome and the elite who collaborated with the Roman occupation lived in wealth and comfort. Yet, Christ was not born in the halls of a palace nor in any symbol of power. Rather, he was born to completely insignificant parents from the middle of nowhere in a dirty manger. He was not visited first by high state officials or religious leaders, but rather lowly, rowdy shepherds.

Darkness, injustice, and oppression are not unique to this land. Systems of power and privilege oppress and marginalize people all over the world. Christ’s coming under such circumstances means that his life and ministry shows a different way to live and how to resist and survive the oppression of this world. Indeed the Christmas narrative completely revolutionizes our understandings of power. This tiny new-born, the very image of weakness and vulnerability, came to save the world not only from our own sin and darkness but to bring justice and liberation to all peoples of this earth. Even before Christ’s birth, Mary embodies the subversion of the Christmas narrative against the empire. We often speak of Mary’s obedience, but she had another, perhaps even more important, characteristic that equipped and enabled her to be obedient in the plan. She had imagination. She could envision a world that was promised but not yet tangible – a world where the hungry were fed and captives liberated.

The Christmas season is ending but the cries for justice and liberation continue to echo across this land and the whole world. God calls us to be involved in the recreation of the world, just as those in the Christmas narrative were called. May we respond throughout the year with humility, obedience, and most of all, imagination.


Grace KillianGrace Killian
Wi’am Conflict Resolution Center, Bethelehem
Mission Intern, Class 2013
Advance #3021841