Touch and Agree with My Will

April 7th, 2016 makes officially two years since the Lord spoke to me and told me to pray that I come to China. Having lived in China for almost two years now  and preparing to return back to the United States at the end this month, I reflect on God’s faithfulness. This story begins during the summer of 2011 in Baton Rouge, LA, while driving my car and seeking the face of God, when the Lord spoke to my heart and said: “Arnold, you are going to go to China and you are not going to have to pay a dime for it.”

Those who know me well know that I have a passion for languages. At about the age of 16, the Lord began to stir up the gift of learning different languages in my heart. I have since learned Spanish, Portuguese, German, Russian, and Mandarin. Now at the age of 24, the Lord has called me to use this gift of learning languages to bring people around the world to the saving knowledge of Jesus Christ.

During the summer of 2011, at about 20 years of age, I felt a strong call to go to China and the Lord had finally spoken to my heart in this regard. After having received this word from the Lord, it would be three years later (in 2014) when an opportunity as a Global Mission Fellow would come. In the interview process with Global Ministries, I could see the Lord moving me towards China, so much so that I was asked if I would consider going to China. I even had an opportunity to speak Chinese in my interview.

After receiving my acceptance letter on April 1st, 2014, I was praying in my room on April 7th when the Lord told me these exact words: “Arnold, I want you to pray for China. I want you to touch and agree with My will.” After I got accepted into the Global Mission Fellow program, regardless of the fact that I had been asked about China in my interview, it was still not definite that I would go there. I could be placed anywhere. But as soon as I said: “Ok, Lord. I will pray for China. I touch and agree with Your will,” the peace of God instantly filled my heart. Although I already knew that I was going to China, I wouldn’t receive confirmation that I was going there until three months later.

Here is a picture of what I wrote in my journal on April 7th, 2014, after the Lord told me to pray that I come to China:

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What has God promised you? I pray if you are a born-again believer that you don’t stop believing God, for I am a witness that God fulfills all of His promises. I also pray, if you are a non-believer, that the Spirit of God has and is opening your heart to the power and truth of Jesus Christ. According to the Bible, every person has a divine purpose in life, but this divine purpose can only be fulfilled once you give your life to Christ. Jesus Christ is your fulfillment.

Of course, in between the three year period, before I even heard of the Global Mission Fellow program, I had my share of discouragements, so much so that almost two months after the Lord told me that I would go to China free of charge in 2011, an opportunity came, but this opportunity was taken away from me. Because of this, not only were there moments that I didn’t know how I would come to China, but also moments where I didn’t want to pursue the will of God in this regard anymore. But because I have given my life to Christ, because Christ is my purpose and is my fulfillment, I died to myself so that Christ could live and act in and through me. Because I submitted to Christ, the will of the ‘Father’ came to pass in my life.

I will end with Luke 9:23 (KJV), “And he (Jesus) said to them all, ‘If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.’”

Touch and agree with God’s will.

God bless!

Arnold BrownBrown_Arnold

The Amity Foundation, China

GMF International, Class 2014

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‘Tis The Season To Choose To Be Jolly

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T’was the morn of Christmas, when the heavens revealed once again of its deepest love, the Sun, who shined His face tenderly upon me. The humming voices of birds flying pass my window graced the opening of my eyes to a beautiful daybreak, the perfect start to a very special day in which I began by telephoning my family who are several miles away.

So skyped forth I my family and skype forth I did. I waited impatiently as the ringing dragged on and on. But then, greeted by the beautiful and delightful faces of my mother, father, and sister, was my heart filled with overleaping and abundant joy. My mother sang with her instrumental and delicate voice. My father looked at me with his warm and proud eyes. And my sister tickled me with her comical and hilarious laugh. Our mood was of joy, as my family and I wished one another Merry Christmas.

But suddenly my internet connection began to fail. The voices of my family began to fade, and then – sheer silence. I tried to call again, but no one answered. I tried a third time, but no connection was made. An eruption of frustration began to arise from my innermost, as I had desired greatly to speak with my family. For I thought to myself: “How could this be? It’s Christmas. Surely nothing like this is supposed to happen on Christmas day!”

About 30 minutes would pass before I would reconnect with my family. But this morning delight would be cut short, for it was already approaching the 12th hour of the day. I had an engagement to attend at the 14th hour and there was very much to do. While the Sun never grew weary, I grew more irritated by the second. “How could all of this be done within two hours,” I thought to myself. “My house is a mess! I haven’t shaved nor have I cut my hair. I still need to buy two Christmas presents!” Frustration soon began to turn into anger.

But then, from heaven’s point of view, came the voice of the Lord to me, that said: “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the Sun go down while you are still angry (Ephesians 4:26). Standing thoughtfully at the Word of the Lord, I realized at that very moment that I had to choose whether or not Christmas would become a jolly or folly day. I had to choose if the Joy of the Lord would be my strength.

I went to my room and sat on the bed. I pondered deeply on what the Lord had said. As I at one moment felt hopeless and as if this day could not get any better, I then, like David, determined in my heart that I would not sin against the Lord. I lifted up my eyes towards the heavens and said: “Heavenly Father, this is the day that Thou hast made. I will rejoice and be glad in it.”

Not sure what the remainder of the time that I had would bring about, I went forth, finishing all that I could before the 14th hour. When I went to buy the two Christmas gifts, I wished everyone who walked pass me a Merry Christmas. As I did this, a joy on the inside of my heart began to mount up. I became happy and cheerful, and was able to enjoy the rest of my day. While the sun eventually went down later that day, I made the choice to allow the True Son of God, Jesus Christ, to shine through my life throughout the entirety of my day. This is surely the season to be jolly, but to be jolly is a choice and a choice that we can make only in Christ each and every day.

Happy New Year!

 

Arnold BrownBrown_Arnold

The Amity Foundation, China

GMF International, Class 2014

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